Upset

I am damn pissed off with myself right now.

The last time this happened was a few weeks ago, when I shouldn't have made arrangements so tight that I failed to keep my promises. When I treated someone carelessly. OK but that was over. It was all my fault, but thankfully that it is past now.

Today, I am damn pissed off again. I don't know how I managed to stay in track with myself, 9 hours and counting. Maybe it was shock. But I ain't gonna be shocked a second time. I am damn ashamed of myself today. I should have punched someone in the face, straight to the jaw. There wasn't any need for holding back.

I need some times to cool down man. I needs it badly.