麻油半生熟蛋

麻油半生熟蛋，
绿斑的幼稚园校服，
您的微笑；
现在我少了很多再也找不回的东西，
但是也保留了很多美好的回忆

海

closing my eyes we are once again upon the beach.
my small hand is encapsuled in your wrinkled fingers
and there is nothing else but the sea breeze
rocking me (us) gently

青原藍空

An endless blue sky,
against waves of green lustre;
Where have u gone..?
Never to return to us again..
in your peaceful slumber

mourning (19 May 2007)

婆婆，昨天我碰巧看到的日落，
是您陪在我身边，让我看到的吧。
您还是那样要我快乐，
不要担心您吧。
前阵子看着您痛苦的睡着，
舌头总是邦结的我，
都不知该说什么才好。
直到您悄悄离我而去，
错过了才找到了心中的话。
婆婆，我爱你。谢谢您。
谢谢您陪我这22年。
我要带着您给我的一切，
好好的活下去。我会做个更好的人。

mourning

I'm in mourning... for my grandmother that passed away on 19th May 2007.
I'm doing okay, but probably won't be updating for awhile.

日曜日

a sleepover, a lazy sunday morning, a locked basketball court, a dirty tennis ball

金

写真を見るとき、
君と一緒なら、
いつものように笑っていたが、
何だか、
いつものよりもっと素敵だった
それは、
君から貰った笑顔かな

graphic designer daddy

http://www.graphxstaff.com/test/baby/baby.html

steal. from chewy.

shabu shabu @ shibuya

don't greedy the 2400 yen free-flow shabu shabu, miss the last train, and take the 2200 yen cab...

-_-!!!!!!

translation

ok ran out of fuel and inspiration for things to kpkb about... so shall do a interpretation/translation for a change

ほら、星の光で　離れてしまった手と手が繋がるなら 覚えた星の名前が　届かなくなった未来を示すのなら
このまま　星の光が忘れそうになった思いを繋がるなら 覚えた星の名前が　隠れてしまった未来を照らすのなら
ずっと隣同士　二人ぼっち　白いスピカ

優しい　優しい　声が聞こえた 悲しい　悲しい　涙落ちた

See, if the hands that were parted in the light of the star;
Were joined together once again,
And the name of the star is called to mind,
To guide us to the future that we were unable to reach...

And so bearing, the light of the star that was buried in our minds;
Were these thoughts to become strung together again,
And the name of the star is called to mind,
To give light to the future that was hidden away to us...

A life-companion, a special two people, a white 'Spica'
Gently... softly... I can hear (your) voice
Painfully... sadly... tears part (my) cheeks...


see the video below lah...

posts

Well this is my blog, and it is not a regular blog that writes what i eat, drink, shit.
Photos are posted here for ppl to see, occurrences that transcend the 3 regular motions mentioned above.

Other than that, the words i pen pertain to certain happenings in my life, mysterious as they are, incomprehensible as they might be, they are penned in such a way that they only hold a meaning to me - only me and nobody else.

They might give insight to what feelings or thoughts are running through me, but nobody, not even family, friends or loved ones will comprehend 99% of any post. To do so and second-guess my thoughts is an insult to me, let alone criticize me on wrongly based assumptions. I do not take this kindly.

誰の足跡？

if i could turn back time, i could choose not to repeat all the mistakes that i made
but if i did so, i might not be able to reach this point in time where i met you
so perhaps i would choose to commit all the same wrongs and bear all the pain again
to meet you again

wrote this when i was listening to BoA - Winter Love
in other words, this is dedicated to that song

自分に考えていくべきもの

everything wll happen even when u are not go away. this is life. u have such feeling because u are more mature and more concerd about familly now.

acceptance, resignation, procrastination, ignorance, delusion, resistance.

photos

ok... its 1:40 am in the morning... so plz copy-paste the links yourself...

http://picasaweb.google.com/zhongwei.lu/Spiderman3

http://picasaweb.google.com/zhongwei.lu/NakashimaMika2007Tour

http://picasaweb.google.com/zhongwei.lu/NaritaAirport

http://picasaweb.google.com/zhongwei.lu/TokyoTower02

目を閉じてその微笑に触れた

Tomorrow will cleanse the present,
Just like the white rays of daybreak,
Wiping out the blues of the sky
Yesterday will be forgiven

The silhouette of your back is the proof that we met,
Tear away all sins from my soul
Reborn me once again
For today and tomorrow

hinata

No matter what happens, all I have to do is go forward.
Arms bounded, legs entangled, eyes blinded;
All I can do is go forward...
To the place where you are.

Kyoto

Thurs. Kelvin, Chinese Restaurant, Tower basement, Inari, Yumi, Aya, Gion ramen/oyaku, 3 batsu, last train, crazy rush, brotherhood, hellish cold.
http://picasaweb.google.com/zhongwei.lu/1stDayInKyotoInariYasakajinjaGion

Fri. Sandwiches, Nara, smelly deers, Buddha nostril, scratches, ika, Osaka Namba, Miyuki, Gilles, Sebastian, Katherny, Jeon, Marche, phone call, drums, neoprint.
http://picasaweb.google.com/zhongwei.lu/2ndDayInKyotoNaraTodaijiNaraParkOsaka

Sat. Sleep-in, Josh, parents, Okonomiyaki, Kiyomizu, guuzen, Nanzenji, Sebastian, water-Transportation, swings, Ken, kyoto, walk, Yoji-Gion, spilt, Nabe, bus, pedestrian crossing, tv.
http://picasaweb.google.com/zhongwei.lu/3rdDayInKyotoKiyomizuNanzenjiGion

Sun. Rain. Mister Donuts, Nijo Castle, Tokugawa, Kindaiji, postcards, warmth, Arashiyama, Crepes-Senbei, Kyoto, shinsoba, Kyoto Tower, crazy run, shinkansei, Nozomi 268, Nagoya, Yumi again, Nozomi 50, anxiety, Shinkawasaki, cab, lingering, byes.
(not yet here... tired, will upload it soon)