祈り（つづく）

是不是祷告着《她幸福》，所以最终她却离我而去？
是不是祷告着《我幸福》，所以我遇上了另一个她？
那么这次换个祷告《我们在一起》，我们会幸福吗？

祈り

ok lor i post something by popular demand...
excerpt from feel:ings from some dated day

看见

晚餐后歇步归家，在一个红色的桥上遇见了一个小男孩。他扑在桥栏前，沉默地望着河水。

起了好奇心，我问他在干什么。
他说，“哦，我在水中看月亮的倒影。”
“为何你不直接望天空看呢？”，我莫名其妙地说道。
“我怕，如果望着天上的月亮，我会厌倦起来。”他更莫名其妙地回答。我正像要反驳，他却挥了挥手。他似乎不想再多解释自己了，或许是因为他，或许是因为那红色的桥。

暗

在一个我看不到你，你看不到我的晚上；
在一个我看不到星星，星星看不到月亮的夜空；
我们的感觉是这黑暗中最刺眼的感动
〈未〉

R と飛行機

There are so many questions in this world, but perhaps only one answer...
There are so many people who accept religion as the meaning of their life, and there are those who don't....
The plane in the sky which you pointed out to me to day...; the plane ahead in the dead night...
Is it the same...? you and me?

deeper... darker... denial

I still want to hear the dark beat of the night...
I still want to feel the black wind blinding me...
I still want to see the speed incoherent beyond my limits...
I still want to gamble every single beat of this heart-machine...
I still want to push happiness away from me
He sang, "sadness, it still suits you better..."

Chime

Only when the loud noises and guffaw dies down,
then and only then will you be able to hear the silent tinkle...

The small chime around the cat's neck, resonating deep inside,
beneath all those layers..

A sad, soft note

Mist

The rain envelops the afternoon sky...
At this moment I'm thinking of you, but the pigeon fails to arrive..

The drizzle litters insistently onto the passing pedestrains,
an omen mayhap of your increasing uneasiness

Mist fogs over the window-view; soon I'll be unable to see into the outside streets;
and perhaps your heart as well