まるでcrazy monkey magic

crazy of late. laughing like madman. play like wild monkey. haha... who's pm is "life is a joke and i love that joke". ok dun tell me, i know who.

upon retrospection i feels that i'm crazy, overboard, uncontrollable. まるで i've been saving up all this laughter for a while. まるで its been almost a whole year in which i've barely laughed or smiled, and all this is making up it. and its almost one year soon... 八月二日だろう。まだあの朝のこと、覚えてる. l



but then maybe its not that. maybe its someone else that has brightened my life. f. it seems like its hard to sleep at night still. but for another reason. it seems that i like to see your smile. and i'm thinking about u for the wrong reasons. it seems like i like to talk to u. and it seems that i'm happy when u talk to me. almost like u can read my mind. almost like u can share my likes and dislikes. or is it an illusion. it seems like ur smile is meant for me. and the words u say make me feel special. but then who knows.

i prefer to laugh and smile. at the today and tomorrow that walks hand-in-hand. laugh and smile at all the world, the materialistic and superficial external world. and then those who i love, those who i wish to protect, those who i wish to be happy, i share with them the rest of me.

into life, unto death. heh.